​I'm scared.

Scared of boundaries.

Of losing people I love.

Of never finding myself.

I'm scared of the darkness I have found myself in.

I'm scared of never seeing light again.

I'm scared that I will always be healing and never healed.

I'm scared of disconnection and connection at the same time.

I don't know how to keep my love on in a healthy way. In a way that brings life.

I'm scared to always be manipulated.

I'm scared to walk away and to stay.

I'm scared.